Thank you for being the people who help me through with emo-ness on weekdays

Hey dear friends eps Haidah thank you for listining and being the people who let me enjoy my weekday when my weekends are really so sucks and hopefully I will still be with you guys let look at photos

Photo speak more than word

All I want is too take down the mask and get a break and go back to the past it may not be good in the past but I know that I would rather stay in the past then now .......
All the time people being left out in a whole group is always the one who have problems and keep to their and of cos i am not one of these people only a few time I choose to be left out.....
All the thing that happen could not be express out and the best is all the things just stuck.....
All thing can change and anywhere , anytime and at any seasons of our life I just feel far away from me although I am just beside u next to u and even infront of u maybe u are just too busy to take notice of this small things and I know u are going to get good grades for almost every sub and all I want is just to let me be there to pray for u , accompany u through u A's =)
Holidays is end of this month and I know this Holiday will have lots of training and friendly match for net ball may not have time to really enjoy but is this for me to push myself to the max .......
Anw even other u is far away after weeks and weeks just pass and see u most of the time and even talk to u like what we normally do after  whole week u are also different ...
no point saying so much already all I wish is to go back to the past be a stupid idiot who donno anything but is close to the 2 of u really and I think I need to take a break from church and even home

Tired

I am just tired and i just don't feel like explaining and thank you for letting to skip the explain part anw today maybe be a 50% good day and 50% bad day I am just ok with it thank you =)

My GOODNESS

Wa Monday reach school 10:10am Thursday reach school 10:30am Best right my Goodness I am gonna die talking to that stupid old man at home btw That Bull Dog Stupid Idiot scold me so late then come u must well don't come I almost shoot him back sia I almost say WHO IS THE STUPID IDIOT SCHOOL THAT TELL ME TO COME TO SCHOOL AND MR ONG ALSO TELL ME TO COME TO SCHOOL WHO THE F******* HELL ARE YOU TO TALK TO ME LIKE THAT EVEN IF U TEACHER SO!
My goodness talking about him ah I wanna slap him face and scold him until he kenna drown my my scolding ah STUPID BULL DOG FREAK HIM LA
End of the story about that FREAKING BULL DOG
Today not that tired cos I have more that enough sleep and I wear slipper to school today no because I not guai don't want to wear shoes is because my feet on the bottom part the skin came out and then is divide into 2 which is deeper one and not so deep one sian la whatever it is I am going to sleep liao tomorrow going to see doctor after joining the cell for lunch then after that join them for dinner
Sat- Band from 9am to 5 but will go off a bit early to go cell but I think I will reach a bit late with the stupid school shirt la ok whatever it is I going to sleep liao HECK CARE LIAO BYE BYE KO MOOD or I will look like this >>> (@>@)
Keep clear PANDA walking .........

One day

If one day I leave this place how will you think of me just someone who you take care of for 1 year 4months and 19 days maybe that is how you may think but to me everything is different .....
You Guys are the one who take care of me teach me things and this time I realise I may just leave you behinde and never come back this thought just hit me because I choose not to believe that this will bring me away and I know if that time I chose to believe it I might just jump off the building already and no this hope that I am having in the past has gone to a place that no one can find it and I believe all of you can just give up and Even Cons you also can just give up on me cos I am someone that is not worth of all these......
你会不会陪我等下一个天亮？

如果我放弃了篮球会有什么事会发生？

Links

Hey People I lost ur link please tag me so that I can link you I am so sorry but I just want some changes and hope that I will not forget to link you guys THANK YOU =)